6.19.2010

tomorrow's the day babyy!!!

guess what? I'M GOING TO EUROPE TOMORROW MORNING!! omg omg omg, i can't wait to get there!! i am so excited to go there!! it's my first time to go to Europe and i'm going with my bestfriend, jessica. we've been bestfriends since second grade and i love her very much :* i'll be on board on 09.42 this sunday. but then, i remember something, i can't contact my boyfriend for THREE WHOLE WEEKS!! that's really torturing! it would be too expensive for both me and him to text or call each other. well, i am pretty sure that's not a problem for us. 

i am typing this post in my room, wondering where my boyfriend is. i last contact him at eight o'clock and it is almost ten now, but still, i haven't heard anything about him. i texted him for two times and there's no sign of his replies. today's the last night i can be on the phone with him before my europe trip. i hope he's not asleep right now and i also hope that i can contact him, SOON!

well, that's it for now lil bloggers, i have no more to say. ciao :*

6.18.2010

things in my mind right now :p

so it's me, again
my cousin is staying at my house and guess what? he's sleeping in my room and i got to sleep in my parents room. in this kind of situation, i don't have any space for my own to do my private business :p
it's been like three days since i last have a phone call with my boyfriend. I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!! i hope you miss me too :) he's kinda busy right now, he's not replying most of my texts, he's too busy to answer my call, and most of the time, when i go online, he goes offline. sometimes i feel like he's avoiding me or something, i hope that's not true :) and i don't know if he's the only boy to do this or not, but he sleeps, A LOT! it gets on my nerve sometimes. it really is annoying to talk on the phone with him, and all of a sudden he's not saying a thing, turned out that HE'S ASLEEP, again!! there's something i need to spill, well, unlike any other girls, most of my friends are boys. i have a boy best friend, we have been best friends since seventh grade. i really love my best friend, he's like a brother to me, but it seems like both my boyfriend and best friend can't get along together, that's too bad, isn't it? well, no offense you guys, i'm writing this post just to make me feel better, i have no intention to insult any one of you :p i am now trying to balance my love life with my friend life *it's not supposed to be called friend life* and it's hard to do so. haha! ooh yeah1 i almost forget i'm going on a homestay trip this sunday with my very best friend, Jessica <3 and 18 other stranger :p i'm sooo excited :):):) by the way, that's it for today bloggie, my hands need some rest :p ttyl!

18 june 2010

soo hello there bloggers :) this is my first post on my first blog :)
lemme introduce myself,
my name is Margareth Shirley Ludony. My nickname is Shirley, but most of my friends call me bambi. I'm an only child, and just to let you know, being an only child is worse than you think it would be :p I am now 15. i was born on february 3, 1995. I still live with my parents plus my grandmother and my pets. i have four dogs and a hedgehog. I like to ride horses. enough about me, i'll post something else later, ttyl

xoxo