things in my mind right now :p

so it's me, again
my cousin is staying at my house and guess what? he's sleeping in my room and i got to sleep in my parents room. in this kind of situation, i don't have any space for my own to do my private business :p
it's been like three days since i last have a phone call with my boyfriend. I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!! i hope you miss me too :) he's kinda busy right now, he's not replying most of my texts, he's too busy to answer my call, and most of the time, when i go online, he goes offline. sometimes i feel like he's avoiding me or something, i hope that's not true :) and i don't know if he's the only boy to do this or not, but he sleeps, A LOT! it gets on my nerve sometimes. it really is annoying to talk on the phone with him, and all of a sudden he's not saying a thing, turned out that HE'S ASLEEP, again!! there's something i need to spill, well, unlike any other girls, most of my friends are boys. i have a boy best friend, we have been best friends since seventh grade. i really love my best friend, he's like a brother to me, but it seems like both my boyfriend and best friend can't get along together, that's too bad, isn't it? well, no offense you guys, i'm writing this post just to make me feel better, i have no intention to insult any one of you :p i am now trying to balance my love life with my friend life *it's not supposed to be called friend life* and it's hard to do so. haha! ooh yeah1 i almost forget i'm going on a homestay trip this sunday with my very best friend, Jessica <3 and 18 other stranger :p i'm sooo excited :):):) by the way, that's it for today bloggie, my hands need some rest :p ttyl!