things i miss :)

gossshhhh i miss lots of things right now!!!
first of all, i miss my GRADE 8 FRIENDS (stef, jessica, aldo yosa, alex, yoga, nowell,etc). they are not my friends, they are like my own family! for some reason that i don't really know, we are not as close as we used to be, and i really want everything to go back as it used to be. I LOVE BEING AROUND THEM.

secondly, I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SOOOO MUCCHHH!!! we haven't spoken like "that" for like two weeks if i'm not mistaken. goosshhhh i really miss him. i really feel like single for the past two weeks. I NEED HIM! mann i can't stop thinking about him, and i tend to cry when i think of our problem. and boyfie, please don't be mad when you read this, i posted this post because i really need to let it out. and if you are reading this, please note that i really love you, no matter what. and i can't stop thinking about the time that you said you want to grow old with me and everything, it really made me blush. i really miss your hugs and i miss calling you as my polar bear. i also miss those times we spend texting, calling, chatting to each other all the time. 3 minutes without you seemed like a year! silly old me!

and bloggie, guess what? that's not all! i also miss my friends from my homestay trip. they are like family too! i really love them. i only knew them for 3 weeks, but 3 weeks is just enough to really know them that well. it seems like we know each other since a long time ago. we told our secrets to each other without hesitating, even a bit! we are planning to meet each other when one of us, bejo, is visiting jakarta. bejo here lives in padang, so it's hard for us to meet him.

not only friends, but i also miss my grandmother's little brother, kong an! he passed away over a month ago. i was in europe that time, i didn't get the chance to say goodbye. he was like my own grandfather. he likes animals, he used to have lots of different kinds of animals in his house. wherever you are, i wish you are happy, okay? i love you kong an <3